Blue-black, with the thoughts of you.

2008,O level stress(not sure true about this part, haha!) and lastly having that someone in my life....It sounds sick, maybe look sick to the people who're anti love to read my blog..cause I'm always ranting about that someone.But I just can't help it, fcuk.Oh well, I'm sick as in literally sick for now.I've been feel nausea for the past few hours..no dirty thoughts people. : D I've been dreading to teach these days.The kids are driving me up the wall.Sooner, they will have me land up in IMH(I'm sure not kidding), they are like bunch of monkeys.Oh well, it's so hard to get money in the pocket.Another bad news, I've been gaining weight like every week and it's killing me.School's going start in another three weeks time and yes part of me is dreading that though.Life oh life, get sick of me soon.

Nights people.

PS;Every little things you used to do/say, I miss them all.It isn't about missing you.It's just the thought of you not being in my life, not even as a friend.Trust me, It doesn't hurt anymore.Sometimes, I think it's all god's play.Karma, what goes around comes around.Yes sleepyhead, I miss you dearly..let go.