Saturday, November 15, 2008

Boresome

Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
-Yes, who don't?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
- My friends are actually falling, HAHAHAH!

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
- No, yes?


4. Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Loving someone.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- I'm already in love with them, hahah!

6. Who is currently important to you?
- Family, friends (:

7. Would you give it all in a relationship?
- No, never!

8. If the person whom u loved once or now is attached,what will you do?
- Move on baby!

9. What is the most important thing in ur life?
- Dreams, goals.But right now -.-

10. What will you do with a billion dollars?
-Keep some for myself and give it to parents.

11. List out 15 persons which you can think of right now.
-Jenny, Nita, Nancy, Jana, Laxmi, Anita, Fred, Ras, Prati, Shahim, Besh, Kent, Sam, Numa

12. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
-Yes, when I saw my canon cam

13. What makes you happy?
- I don't know

14. What makes you angry?
-Right now, it's _________.(FUCK YOU)

15. Favourite colour(s)?
-Red, White, Yellow.

16. What is your view towards love?
-It's just an emotion that kills you slowly.

17. Love or like?
-Like.

18. Would you stead with a guy whom you knew less than 1 week?
-No, or depends.

19. How are you feeling right now?
-Totally screwed.

2o. Tag 5 people for this quiz to pass on.
-HAHA, if you bored.Just do it (:

Monday, November 10, 2008

Last regrets






The moment we've been waiting for is finally going to be here.It is going feel like a heavy load is being taken off from our mind, soul and heart.I can't wait for it to be over.Monday's blues are going to be over too because there'll be no school, haha! Thinking of life without school for months is making me so high.But still I'm going miss all those fun times with my schoolmates and classmates.Jeeez, all those memories and how far we've come through.From the first day of school to today, everyone has changed pretty much.People, keep me in your memories.
Love.
Ps:I seriously can't get you out of my mind, fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!





Sunday, November 9, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM.


Happy birthday Sam.Best wishes in every step you take.Be happy always.Friends forever, enjoy your day dude. \m/

Hate, hating, hated.





Time is running out.Days left to go Nepal has only like ten days left.Sooner, the day will be here.And when I come back next year, majority of my friends will be gone.The hardest thing one has to do is to say goodbye.Sigh, but yes life has it's ways.Okay, Saturday went on well.Rasayang, Sugie and Beetle came over my house to watch a movie.Anyways, I'm back with bangz, yayayayness.But I'm looking like a boy -.- Lala, life cha.
Love.



Friday, November 7, 2008

Dear god

People, Happy Friday Day.Time's running out.A new week will soon end.Exactly, 12 more days and I would be in Nepal.Os will be offically over next week and life would be a bliss soon.That living truth is actually eating my Nitu's heart.Pooor her! I'm so sorry that I disappoint you.I didn't meant for it to happen, oh well.Please don't kill me when you meet me, thank you honey.

Love.
HAPPY WEEKENDS PEOPLE.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Liar in the glass jar.


Lights dim down, were the stars tonight
Their voices bring slight wind to the sky
Their voices sing along, feel their souls lift with ours
As they share the night
but you sing a different song.
Again&again, I kept letting you in.
It's hard to say the goodbye again.
Play save, we'll skip the goodbyes.
Still, you will be my favourite hello.
& my hardest goodbye.

Finally, not.



















Messages to send to those I love.
Yes, life seems like a bliss these days.Let pictures talk, I'm tired.
Emotionally,mentally,physically.
So long, goodnight.



Saturday, November 1, 2008

Apologys

Fill in the blank with white lies.
Are you done fooling me? Or am I just being an insecure bitch?
I need answers.Sigh :/

Friday, October 31, 2008

Notice you, noticing me.


I dance in fear of my own life.I know those mistakes I've made.Now it's all too late to regret or to turn back the hands of time.Repeating words that bring me down, it feels empty.For all I know, I"ve to be well prepared.What has been done cannot be undone.For now, let me enjoy this limited freedom without any worries.
Goodbye.
ps; Just two more, and its over.

Happy birthday love.

Happy birthday love.
Best wishes in every step you take in life.
I'm here for you always.
Love you much, rock on \m/
Ps;I hope you won't mind the picture up there, I can't find any better.
Muhahaha <33

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Beautiful lies

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie

Your love is a lie

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Sakura oh sakura.




















Trust me, life isn't getting any better.One more month of sufferings and it will all be over.I just hope, I'll be able to make it through.Weird dreams has really motivated me to study.I just hope to get this Os done sooner.It seems like a heavy burden upon me.Sigh.Oh yeah, thanks MR OEI for the treat.Babes and I met up with Mr.Bear for lunch at Sakura today.After eating to the fullest, headed to fareast to shop around.Trust me, everytime I go to sakura, I feel thousand times heavier than ever.Sucks! Soon got done with all those shopping and headed back home with goldfish, beetle and rihno.As usual the awesome three stayed back to shop still.Haha!
Life without them, guess I'll go mad.Seriously, hais.Time's running out.Soon, we'll all be much faraway from one another.Just the thoughts running through makes me sick enough.Oh life :(
Okay, I won't be blogging for a long long time from now.
Os, here I come.
CHAO LOVE.
oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxox.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Last goodbyes


Last final goodbye.Let go of you, let go of me.Find your happiness, I'm not yours.We had it once, but never twice.For all these moments, I couldn't believe I lived in perfect illusions.
Words can never express how you mean to me, but time has to let go.It's all too late.Someday I believe you'd understand, what goes around comes around.I'm sorry
Goodbye, she said.One last time, he promised.
Ps:Dear, I hate you.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

you've taken this too far
now it has to stop
you've taken this too far

once again
the table's turned
and i'm behind
picking up the pieces from the night

my face is scarred
sometimes
i feel that i can't trust myself at all

and every time the sky
(every time the sky)
breaks open with sunshine
as streaming swords collide
(streaming swords collide)
it takes me back in time

i float away
to another place
where heaven is waiting
right outside

this is war
can I take it anymore? (can I take it anymore?)
i'm falling faster and bleeding more
than i have bled before
certain death (this blade will carve the purpose)
lingers on the other hand (and make you feel defeated)
but i will fight you
and victory will be mine in the end

circumstances mean nothing
when it's over
we will be
heroes constantly
pushing forward without any fear

if i erased the line between
forgotten days and memories
i'd never change

resolutions made (in vain)
to face
[play out] the day
life is yours to save (save it)
or take (take it) away

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Fifteen's words.

I hold onto your words,
Just to see tomorrow's sunrise.
Only after hearing your voice,
I see the moonlight at night.
And tonight will be the night I will fall for you over again,
I won't live to see another day.
To find someone like you,
Is impossible to find.

I didnt understood why.
I still dont understand why.
yet you seem just like another stranger in my life.
Once again I cant deny whatever I felt for you was true
Whoever I am today, you are too blame.
These eyes are looking for someone, you are the cause
When the rainbow shows up, you are the cause
When a smile appears, you are the cause
When someday you turn back to me, the day never comes
Why?
It is.
Always you.
Hahahahaha.Oh man, I can't believe I actually wrote those words.Sixteen, a new start.
Chao love!
Ps: Oh beautiful peoples, thanks once again.
For the smile on my face.

26AUGUST1992

Sixteen, yes at last.
I'd like to thanks all the people around me for making this day worthwhile.
& Congratulation my better half for being the first one to wish (:
Thanks NUMA,SHAHIM,SAM,PRASHANT for making the phonecall and singing me the birthday song though half the time, I was laughing away.Thanks my DEAREST BABES,NESH & HAN for repeating the birthday song almost more than five times.haha (:
Thanks Evan&Fellas for calling and singing.
Thanks Granny-goldfish and Janabanana for the kisses.
Thanks to all those who wished me via friendster comments and smses.
Oh yes, not forgetting prettyboy!Thanks for remembering, you made my day.
The best friends I ever had.I'm more than just happy today, thanks (:
Thank you lord for the people around me.Bless us
<33
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALENA!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Sprung

I'll be the best you never had.

With sheeps grazing at the open green field.
With the most beautiful house by the side.
With the ever-flowing river.
With the perfect view of the mountains.
With the person you love most.
That's where I want to be right now.
Faraway, some where peaceful.Where noone cares whether time's flying or whether Oh levels' rushing its way to our lives.

Love songs, they kill me.

Ps;Just a simple goodbye could have made my day.I can't possibly hate you for what, I just hate the way you changed me overnight.I just hate the way you make me feel, helpless.I thought I could change you but you ended up changing me.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

:S


ps;goldfish eve (:

I totally screwed my oral. :S
Just my luck to go on coughing at least for two minutes.The teacher even offered me the bottle of water and I was like thank you wearing the world worst smile ever.Just my luck, awesome.Overall, the conversation and picture went on pretty well.Sigh, I just hope I can turn back time.Well, when did I never?


Haha, alright time's running away.




Start mugging people.

68 DAYS TO OH LEVELS :SSSSS
13 days to my birthday, 13 days to prelims.
Am I suppose to rejoice? T_T


Sunday, August 10, 2008

Slient scream

Some things are better left unsaid.At last, this sentence seems to be making sense to me.I wish I was blind so I won't be able to see you.I wish I was deaf not to hear your helpless screams.I wish I was numbed so I wouldn't care this much for you.I've got no words to show how much you mean to me.Do you even know that?I guess you never would.After hearing those tales, everything seems black and white.I didn't knew whether to shut myself up in my room to cry my heart out or to tell you that my heart is in pain because of you.You've got me so undone.This is all happening too fast.Nothing seems to be making sense.The only thing that is on my head is getting done with all these prelims and Os levels.I just hope through this few months, lord will be with me.I feel so helpless.I got everyone to turn to, but I can't seem to open up.Fuck it.
Ps:Please lord, once again.
All I asked from you was his happiness.Nothing much.
I'm sorry.The guilt is killing is slowly.
yours truly,
Eve

090808; The best I ever had.



































But you're still pushing a heart that's only made of steel
And any minute you'll be back to ask me if I got the answer now.





She still waits for me-Cinema Bizarre










HAPPY BELATED 43rd BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE.





Huns&Duds, thanks for the most memorable night yesterday (: