Fifteen's words.

I hold onto your words,
Just to see tomorrow's sunrise.
Only after hearing your voice,
I see the moonlight at night.
And tonight will be the night I will fall for you over again,
I won't live to see another day.
To find someone like you,
Is impossible to find.

I didnt understood why.
I still dont understand why.
yet you seem just like another stranger in my life.
Once again I cant deny whatever I felt for you was true
Whoever I am today, you are too blame.
These eyes are looking for someone, you are the cause
When the rainbow shows up, you are the cause
When a smile appears, you are the cause
When someday you turn back to me, the day never comes
Why?
It is.
Always you.

Hahahahaha.Oh man, I can't believe I actually wrote those words.Sixteen, a new start.

Chao love!

Ps: Oh beautiful peoples, thanks once again.

For the smile on my face.

26AUGUST1992

Sixteen, yes at last.

I'd like to thanks all the people around me for making this day worthwhile.

& Congratulation my better half for being the first one to wish (:

Thanks NUMA,SHAHIM,SAM,PRASHANT for making the phonecall and singing me the birthday song though half the time, I was laughing away.Thanks my DEAREST BABES,NESH & HAN for repeating the birthday song almost more than five times.haha (:

Thanks Evan&Fellas for calling and singing.

Thanks Granny-goldfish and Janabanana for the kisses.

Thanks to all those who wished me via friendster comments and smses.

Oh yes, not forgetting prettyboy!Thanks for remembering, you made my day.

The best friends I ever had.I'm more than just happy today, thanks (:

Thank you lord for the people around me.Bless us

<33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALENA!

Sprung

I'll be the best you never had.

With sheeps grazing at the open green field.
With the most beautiful house by the side.
With the ever-flowing river.
With the perfect view of the mountains.
With the person you love most.
That's where I want to be right now.
Faraway, some where peaceful.Where noone cares whether time's flying or whether Oh levels' rushing its way to our lives.

Love songs, they kill me.

Ps;Just a simple goodbye could have made my day.I can't possibly hate you for what, I just hate the way you changed me overnight.I just hate the way you make me feel, helpless.I thought I could change you but you ended up changing me.

:S

ps;goldfish eve (:

I totally screwed my oral. :S

Just my luck to go on coughing at least for two minutes.The teacher even offered me the bottle of water and I was like thank you wearing the world worst smile ever.Just my luck, awesome.Overall, the conversation and picture went on pretty well.Sigh, I just hope I can turn back time.Well, when did I never?

Haha, alright time's running away.

Start mugging people.

68 DAYS TO OH LEVELS :SSSSS

13 days to my birthday, 13 days to prelims.

Am I suppose to rejoice? T_T

Slient scream

Some things are better left unsaid.At last, this sentence seems to be making sense to me.I wish I was blind so I won't be able to see you.I wish I was deaf not to hear your helpless screams.I wish I was numbed so I wouldn't care this much for you.I've got no words to show how much you mean to me.Do you even know that?I guess you never would.After hearing those tales, everything seems black and white.I didn't knew whether to shut myself up in my room to cry my heart out or to tell you that my heart is in pain because of you.You've got me so undone.This is all happening too fast.Nothing seems to be making sense.The only thing that is on my head is getting done with all these prelims and Os levels.I just hope through this few months, lord will be with me.I feel so helpless.I got everyone to turn to, but I can't seem to open up.Fuck it.

Ps:Please lord, once again.

All I asked from you was his happiness.Nothing much.

I'm sorry.The guilt is killing is slowly.

yours truly,

Eve

090808; The best I ever had.

But you're still pushing a heart that's only made of steel
And any minute you'll be back to ask me if I got the answer now.

She still waits for me-Cinema Bizarre

HAPPY BELATED 43rd BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE.

Huns&Duds, thanks for the most memorable night yesterday (:

Nine in the afternoon

Time and tide waits for no men.Another week passed, another week closer to Oh levels.Just the thought of it so heart-wrenching.I guess today's saturday is the worst saturday I ever spent.Actually, the fact that I don't bother making my life exciting by going out or even going down for a while.I rot at home gorging myself with all those snacks and chocolates.Maybe the chemicals in the chocolates would make me a happy person.-.- Watched a real doleful hindi movie.It made me cry million tears, seriously I was watching the movie with the whole tissue box in my hands.Luckily noone was home to see the state I was in, haha.-.- okay, I can't afford to kill anymore time.

Ps;When someone leaves, we think we can't do without them.We feel the world stops moving, but it's only a fact that the reasons we live for changes.Merge your sorrows with happiness, life'd be a better choice then death.
Cheer up people out there, you're not alone. :D

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(words from the movie)