Beautiful lies

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie

Your love is a lie

Sakura oh sakura.

Trust me, life isn't getting any better.One more month of sufferings and it will all be over.I just hope, I'll be able to make it through.Weird dreams has really motivated me to study.I just hope to get this Os done sooner.It seems like a heavy burden upon me.Sigh.Oh yeah, thanks MR OEI for the treat.Babes and I met up with Mr.Bear for lunch at Sakura today.After eating to the fullest, headed to fareast to shop around.Trust me, everytime I go to sakura, I feel thousand times heavier than ever.Sucks! Soon got done with all those shopping and headed back home with goldfish, beetle and rihno.As usual the awesome three stayed back to shop still.Haha!

Life without them, guess I'll go mad.Seriously, hais.Time's running out.Soon, we'll all be much faraway from one another.Just the thoughts running through makes me sick enough.Oh life :(

Okay, I won't be blogging for a long long time from now.

Os, here I come.

CHAO LOVE.

oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxox.

Last goodbyes

Last final goodbye.Let go of you, let go of me.Find your happiness, I'm not yours.We had it once, but never twice.For all these moments, I couldn't believe I lived in perfect illusions.

Words can never express how you mean to me, but time has to let go.It's all too late.Someday I believe you'd understand, what goes around comes around.I'm sorry

Goodbye, she said.One last time, he promised.

Ps:Dear, I hate you.

you've taken this too far
now it has to stop
you've taken this too far

once again
the table's turned
and i'm behind
picking up the pieces from the night

my face is scarred
sometimes
i feel that i can't trust myself at all

and every time the sky
(every time the sky)
breaks open with sunshine
as streaming swords collide
(streaming swords collide)
it takes me back in time

i float away
to another place
where heaven is waiting
right outside

this is war
can I take it anymore? (can I take it anymore?)
i'm falling faster and bleeding more
than i have bled before
certain death (this blade will carve the purpose)
lingers on the other hand (and make you feel defeated)
but i will fight you
and victory will be mine in the end

circumstances mean nothing
when it's over
we will be
heroes constantly
pushing forward without any fear

if i erased the line between
forgotten days and memories
i'd never change

resolutions made (in vain)
to face
[play out] the day
life is yours to save (save it)
or take (take it) away