Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Moved.

sexy ladyees, i've moved.
I might or might not blog here. : D

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Last post.









Mom&Dad, millions of thankyou(s) for bringing me to this world.Without you guys, I'd never come this far, the .And yes not forgetting, the irrating brother of mine.You've been a great brother/bestfriend to crap/beat/laugh/cry with though you can really get under my skin at times.I love you the same though you can punch me till I've blueblacks.Next, the most blessed friends someone can ever have, DEWACKS.I love you guys to bits, and thanks for every single memories we have since our diapers days.Thanks to F&H for being a part of my life, thanks for all those memories we have till the day we got to know each other.To all those people who have come and gone in my life, thanks for being a part too.And lastly, my new found friends.It's sucha blessing to have you guys in my life, to get to see you guys everyday in school.Though it has been only months we met, I'm proud that we have created a great bond.Lastly lastly lastly, Happy birthday sexy nurse : D
Ps.Thanks babygirl for the great shock which almost made my heart leap out of my ribcage.


Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Paper planes.


Jump, fly, fall, live, scream, laugh, cry, smile.
Study break, exams, attachment, holiday.And It starts all over again.
Oh life, it just go round and round.Why don't you just step to the finishing line soon? See you soon.

And many love to the sexyhotpretty people around me.Life's good with you all around.
For now, let's studystudystudy till we fly high.
Nights.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Kismat.

All bad things comes to an end, the reason why you're not here.

I'm so dead.Literally.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Forgive-ness.

For whom/what I've been, forgive me all.
God knows why, he knows it all.
Sorry.

Be-lated birthday Sing-a-pore.

















Last mintue plans.It just felt different this year, like something/someone(s) was amiss.But yes, I had fun.Thanks GWC/Hunnies.
Ps.For more pictures, I'll upload them in facebook (:
















Saturday, August 8, 2009

Sick-bird.

I almost died today.
Millions thankyous to prati and susu for taking care (:

I'll update soon.
Now, my head is spinning and spinning and spinning.

Friday, August 7, 2009

Run baby jump.




She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. She is slim woman, who walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks. You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection.

She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despairs with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now. She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expects respect from her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate.

If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline. She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who opens the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She can really keep secret; you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comment her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently. She only searches for true love, not just any love. Her love is an ideal one.

She likes to think no one is neater than and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angle again. If you have a date with her, you’d better be there on time. Flowers and sweet word can calm her down.

If you want to say sorry, make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up event; it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny. In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much.

Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too. Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress, and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.
I believe almost all of them sounds true about me (:

Hellogoodbye

As funny as it seems, I'm happy with where I'm standing now.
But the truth has changed, the fact has changed.
But still the past remains.
I do miss you, at times.
Much love.

Hypersomia

Life's random, you might know that too.Gone for good ass, don't come back.Anyway, school has been real hectic these days.Exams are nearing.Thank god, I'm almost done with the presentations.There's only one left to be done which is CNP.Practical test went on well and I was really flying on cloud nine when I passed.It made me smile like a mad girl the whole day.Moving on, next week, I'm down with AAP practical test and FON test.Oh god, you can just take me from this earth.I really feel the stress as every days passes by.For god's sake, I don't know why I feel time's passing by too fast.Maybe I'm not the only one who's thinking of that? I just realised it's almost going to be a year since I last went to my old school.And yes, I miss secondary school and the beautiful people over there :( Anyway, attachment is in like another three weeks time.I just feel everything is being rushed, as if someone is pressing the foward button.Gosh, the feeling sucks actually.My eyes are soon going to pop out if I still rant on.Actually, I don't know what I've been ranting on for the past ten mintues.I miss my babes.

Nights sunshines&moonlights.

Ps; Yay, yay! Birthday is in another 19more days (: But actually, it's no big deal.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Be with you(s).


I'm sorry for not updating for such a long long time.I believe I'm just busy with school and I do really take an effort to catch up my sleep on weekends.Exams are nearing and heart's aching.Yes, finally project are nearly done.Once, I'm done with psychology presentation tomorrow.I'll have only one more project to get done with.There's still NSL practical test on wednesday and MIC mock exam on thursday.And yes, careplan is due this wednesday too.Oh gosh, these are killing me.Not forgetting, AAP practical test is next week. -.= I've got like more than thousands pictures that's waiting to be posted but for updates, just visit my facebook (: I'll be back when I feel like coming back.Till then, happy reading sunshine(s) and moonlight(s).

Ps.Actually, there's nothing much to read.
Pss.I almost said you were "perfect".Wise saying, never judge a book by its cover.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Infected.

Harry potter.
I'll update soon.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Schoolmateys.



THE ONES WHO MAKES IT THE BEST TO BE IN.
Oxoxoxoxo, Kocose-ayz.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Think, thought, think, thought.


Baby, smile like you mean it.My mind is blank and I've got nothing to blog about.Looking foward to next friday.I might be going movie with my dewacks' babies.If only they don't back out last mintue.Coming to the point, school's is going resume tomorrow.Happy, happy not.Looking foward to long bus rides.Near or far, I miss you people.
Nights readers.Update next week.
oxoxoxoxoxoxox.
Ps.Rest in peace dude.Though I was never close to you.I still have vivid memory of you.With much love, ALENA.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Pique.

Give me a pat on the back and I'll tell you why when I reach 27.
A very very very weird dream.Maybe I should just called it a nightmare .The thought of that still makes me laugh my ass out.It had been long since you even came past my mind and I could actually dream of you.Weird! Yay, holiday is ending soon.Which mean school's going to be in soon.Well a part of me still wishes for school holiday to be longer because I will miss sleeping till noon and etc.All the common test results are out and I flunk two of the modules. :( No use crying over split milk.Oh well, maybe this term I will have to work harder....I'll update later.
Make a vow to break it, and yes I did break it.Pretend It doesn't hurt when It's burning you up.But what would you do if you are already burnt inside out? It's a matter of time.Just some time.You just need to learn to trust once again, like you did.
Lord, bless us.
oxoxoxoxoxoxox.
Ps.Not forgetting, I WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME MY FRIEND, JENNY GURUNG TO MY MAGGIE LAND WITH OPEN ARM.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Kaise mujhe tum mil gayhe.



Hello girlishboyishgirlboy.It's been long since I last posted a post with words and pictures.I don't know why I'm having the urge to blog today.Attachment went on well, It was as bad as I had expected it to be.Well, I feel that time's flying.I'm only left with six days of holidays left.. :( But still, I miss school.I miss Afa.I miss classmates.I miss the food.I miss the environment.In short, I miss school.I've got of tons of projects piled up to be down.So far, holiday's going on great.And guess what, I'm addicted to the sims 2.I can't stop playing it.They actually say that the sims is a game for lonely people..LOL.It had been long since I last plugged in my earpiece to sleep.I did that last night because I was being insomniac.It had been long since I last thought about life like how I used to.I realised I'm sailing a boat without a goal.I feel like I'm dreaming without sleeping, with eyes wide open.I've seen things and I let them pass through me like how the sand passes throught the hour glass.I've made the mistakes before and I claimed that I've learned but I still see myself making the same mistakes again.And yes, I've flunk two of my common test papers.Shitxzz.But It was expected as revisions were only done at the eleventh hour.I guess It's time for me to pull my sock high.Till then, nights readers :)

Ps.And JENNY, i will send your pictures soon.


Thursday, June 25, 2009

Attached.

Let the hour glass pass right into my ashes.
I'll blog soon.
:)

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

If love was a game, you'd be the loser.

Spread the love people.
Bear the hatred.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Toss it up.


Apologies for not updating for ages.Everything seems to be getting done in a breeze.School's been good.I'm already done with FON and PAS common test which I totally screwed up.Oh well, you can just bless me for the remaining papers.I wish I had the power to stop time.I really need motivate myself to study.I don't wish to repeat the same mistakes I did before.Oh well, I've to get back to my dear muscles, bones and heart.
Love readers.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Figure it out.

Meet my new boyfriend, heh!My very own creation. : )
Oh well, I'm just feeling so lazy to blog.This week has been fairly good ( : School has been great, thanks to my lovely mates.Anyways, had the girls over at my crib today.We played around with Jenny's BP set.As usual, we were bitching on the usual stuffs.Well, which humans don't bitch?Well yesterday, I actually went jogging after a long time.And right now, my whole body is aching.I've like four upcoming test next week.Dreading every thought of it, good old days of burning midnight oil and pens are here again : ( Actually, I'm just ranting on to make this post longer because some people always complain that my blog is plain boring with too little words.I just hope for a great week ahead.

Till then, nights readers.
Lovelove.
Nights readers.
Ps;Actually, I don't miss a thing about you.HAHAH!

Pens&Books-Fever.








Happy weekend people. : )
Coming soon~

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Momma's day : D

Dear mum, I love you.Thanks for everything you've given me till this far.You're the best thing I ever had in my life.Everlasting love, that's you. <333>
Much love.

Friday, May 8, 2009

True or False

I'm not pretending.Everytime I come across something, there's something that reminds me of you.Why do I even bother ranting on someone who has most prolly sailed through thousand miles ahead of me.Sometimes I do regret saying those words to you, the words that changed your attidude to me overnight.But on second thoughts, I admit that without you in my life, I can live without any worries.Fuckshittxxzzzz, I wish I could just lose my memory, sometimes.

Oh well, day went on.School was good, like always.I'm truly gald that I've found great friends : ) I just dread the part where I've to wake up early just to get my ass to school. -.- But seriously time's like flying.It feels like just yesterday I started school, but it's soon going be a month.But still, I'm not catching any balls on any modules.Oh well, I still hate books.Anyway today, I stayed back in school to watch Ayat ayat cinta with Afa, JJ and Punam.Nice movie :) Watching sad movies with AFA can be totally fun, esp when she starts to get all teary, HAHA! No offence uh babe :D Yes, my eyes are auto-closing itself.

Goodnight readers, love : D

PS:Boy oh boy, just for once, can I just say I don't miss you at all?

Saturday, May 2, 2009

I wann-a touch.

Finally, I've got the time to spare for the cyberworld.I've been missing out a lot since school started.I haven't even gotten the chance to see some of my babes.Day was good.I was actually planning to go jogging with parents but in the end, I ended up sleeping the whole day.I was too lazy to drop my ass down to play basketball too so ended up having the two girls over my house.Oh well, I'm feeling sleepy again.Lord, bless me.I get tired easily these days.I'm still adjusting to the new "school" life. : ( I hate waking up early, I hate rushing myself to school every single weekday, I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! By the way, I miss SUGIE AND HIMALI real bad. :' ( I miss Eliz the cat,Nazzy the wazzy and my dearest 4E209 babes and dudes.Oh well, let's just face reality.
Goodnight.
PS:Goneforgood,Goneforbad.It has been your loss, not mine.


Friday, May 1, 2009

Every cloud has a sliver lining.




Someone claimed to me that she's tired of seeing of the picture of the pink rose.HAHAHHAHAH! Day out with NITATHEBABY was good.I felt sick after walking for few hours.By the way school's going on good with great friends.I'll upload pictures of mates real soon. :D
I feel sick.
Goodnight, Happy weekend!
PS:Did I say I hated you?

Friday, April 24, 2009

Time stood still, till today.

Baby, I can feel your halo.

Life's good, even without a bed of roses.

Goodnight people, happy weekend! : )


I'm so paid.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Limited freedom.


A ray of light, A ray of hope.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

2066.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2066.

Coming soon........pending.


Monday, April 13, 2009

Heart-less.

A good day, hello..School is going resume in a week time.I'm actually dreading the thought of it.The thought of waking up early, burning-midnight-oil, always doing work at the eleventh hour..The thoughts of all these makes me.....Oh well.
Bye.
Ps: Didn't I told you once? That I'd be happy without you..Ass.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Peru.

I'm not dead yet.
See you real soon.
PS;back to full house.Bye

Peru.

I'm not dead yet.
See you soon.
Back to fullhouse.HAHAHAHHA!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Far-away, I thought it was "see you again".





I still remember the day,
We cried our hearts out,
With the sound of the waves crashing,
With a glass of red wine,
With the thoughts of life without them by our side,
Be strong babes, we'll sail through the ups and downs.
Ps:Dedicated to the ones who're not here.
We'll be there soon, real soon. : D

With love,
ALENA.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Blue-black, with the thoughts of you.

2008,O level stress(not sure true about this part, haha!) and lastly having that someone in my life....It sounds sick, maybe look sick to the people who're anti love to read my blog..cause I'm always ranting about that someone.But I just can't help it, fcuk.Oh well, I'm sick as in literally sick for now.I've been feel nausea for the past few hours..no dirty thoughts people. : D I've been dreading to teach these days.The kids are driving me up the wall.Sooner, they will have me land up in IMH(I'm sure not kidding), they are like bunch of monkeys.Oh well, it's so hard to get money in the pocket.Another bad news, I've been gaining weight like every week and it's killing me.School's going start in another three weeks time and yes part of me is dreading that though.Life oh life, get sick of me soon.
Nights people.
PS;Every little things you used to do/say, I miss them all.It isn't about missing you.It's just the thought of you not being in my life, not even as a friend.Trust me, It doesn't hurt anymore.Sometimes, I think it's all god's play.Karma, what goes around comes around.Yes sleepyhead, I miss you dearly..let go.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Drawings.


























































HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!(inside joke)
Oh well, miss you skinny boju.Meet up soon : D