Ecstasy

School's a nightmare.

Total nightmare.

And the worst thing is that I'm being grounded.-.-

Maybe It's time I start getting serious.

The feeling sucks when there is so much to do and nothing is being done.I guess I've to go school every single day of the holiday because I flunked my maths badly :(

& guess what, hot grasshopper is back.

Sigh.Hot guys makes me depress.

Fear

I FEEL EMPTY.
I FEEL BAD.
I FEEL IDOITC.
I FEEL SINFUL.
I FEEL SPEECHLESS.

NOW, I JUST FEEELING LIKE CRYING.

Am I suffering from derpression, insanity or fear?Explain why.

Hear me out

Cross my heart and lie to you,
Promise you and let you down,
Loathe myself to sleep,
Your words kill me,
Rust or decay,
The fire or the flame,
You and I will lead the path to change.

Yours truly,

Maggot

PMS

I used to make the light shine for you,
The sun has left my sky.
Velvet walls surround my sorrows,
I've sacrificed my pride.

Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me
Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me.

I've laid myself to sleep tonight
I know you've played out everything in your mind.

And now you throw it all away,
A shattered memory that you would stay.
Through thick and thin with me,
You're giving up on me.

Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me
Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me.

I lied myself to sleep tonight
I know, you've played out every line in your mind

And now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay
Through thick and thin with me.

And when you feel the pain,
I'm wishing I could stay.
How can I say I love you back,
You never made me happy.

You've laid yourself to sleep,
I never said this wouldn't hurt.
You gave up everything.
I never said I'd give it back.

I know.
You'll never change.
I won't be good enough for you.
You'll make it through,
I'll never be around to see.

And now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay
Through thick and thin with me.

Again we meet at crossroads with the rainbow shining upon us,

We walked past one another like how strangers do.

Ps; I shed few tears due to some stupidity.

It feels like a mistake, a mistake I wished I had never made.

Don't ask me why.