Some things are better left unsaid.At last, this sentence seems to be making sense to me.I wish I was blind so I won't be able to see you.I wish I was deaf not to hear your helpless screams.I wish I was numbed so I wouldn't care this much for you.I've got no words to show how much you mean to me.Do you even know that?I guess you never would.After hearing those tales, everything seems black and white.I didn't knew whether to shut myself up in my room to cry my heart out or to tell you that my heart is in pain because of you.You've got me so undone.This is all happening too fast.Nothing seems to be making sense.The only thing that is on my head is getting done with all these prelims and Os levels.I just hope through this few months, lord will be with me.I feel so helpless.I got everyone to turn to, but I can't seem to open up.Fuck it.
Ps:Please lord, once again.
All I asked from you was his happiness.Nothing much.
I'm sorry.The guilt is killing is slowly.
yours truly,
Eve
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